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The warehouse

April 01 2014

I have been on this sexual discovery for a couple of years now. Worlds undiscovered opened up and gave me thrills that I had not known is possible nor imagined. Enjoyed myself of all the sexual delights that came my way. I have done things that I didn't know I was capable of - not all of them good in my mind. I have learned about myself - who I am and what I want. I have considered myself a deviant - my meaning of a deviant. I am currently at the point where, I'm ok with what I know and have experienced, but as always, curiosity gets the better of me. Recently, I have met someone who can potentially open up further worlds for me sexually. Worlds that are beyond my "deviant" imagination. He's willing to take me at my pace in discovering these new worlds. I had this very question when I first started my own sexual discovery. Of opening Pandora's box and not being able to go back - you know, once known can never be un-known. Seems like to me, it's not just a box but a freaking warehouse! From what I have seen it's titillating, exciting, fun and deeply disturbing. Exploring and experiencing these new things excites me to no end, but at the same time, scares the shit out of me. What were your experiences like when you first went into a new path in life? Did it pan out for you or do you sometimes wish you didn't discover this new part of you? How did you overcome the hurdle of that first jump? I'm very curios to know how/what the journey was for you and did you like what you found? - Posted from rhpmobile

Comments

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    Well, I think once you have tried something and you really like it........... you can never go back to only having plain vanilla all the time. The more you try, the more you want and the kinkier you become. After awhile you become desensitized to it and what was once something totally kinky and outrageous and out of your comfort zone, can become everyday. Good luck. Exploring is fun.

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    but at the same time I think they just confirmed to me things about myself that I already knew were there (if that makes sense). I think that I'm still in the foyer of my warehouse though. There's a big sign on the wall that says "waterproof shoes are required past this point" LOL!

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    Paintme, I would like to think I may have given you a little push every now and then. LOL. I miss our nights out.

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    I miss the little devil on my shoulder whispering in my ear too ... Truth be told I'm beginning to go a little insane not being able to express that part of who I am. I try to keep busy doing other things but am drawn back to the 'dark side' from time to time. I don't want vanilla. I know it's not for me. I want lots of nekkid folks all doing naughty things to each other and I want them now! .... sorry .... got carried away .... OP, enjoy and celebrate your Pandora's box ... and anyone else's box that tickles your fancy.

  • madotara69

    madotara69

    12 years ago

    it's in the way you walk, you talk, your smile, your style. Mado Tara xx

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    how one door leads to another then another and so on.......When I joined RHP I had no intentions of taking the path I did, I was just looking for companionship after 18 years of marriage.I guess I just fell into it, or maybe I was pushed my certain deviates!!I wouldn't have experienced half the things I have if it weren't for a couple of wonderful ladies I met here who have opened my eyes to new things.For the first time in I don't know how long, I truly feel like the real me is finally here, I am completely comfortable and at ease with myself.I am the normal one and all the vanilla pods are the strange ones

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    You got me at "Deeply Disturbing" ;) GG♒️ - Posted from rhpmobile

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    For me it just feels like I have discovered who I was all along and in the past me recessing that off to the side and in the shadows wasn't healthy and contributed to me being bloody unhappy. Never going back for me !!!

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    I have jusdt retired to my safe little cave......boring me :-) xx Q

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    With every new experience I have I realise just how much of a prude I used to be. Not all of my experiences have been enjoyable but I still see them as learning something new about myself. I am loving my journey of self discovery and am thankful for my lovers who have taught me so much. I am not as vanilla as I used to think I was, and I'm excited about trying more.

  • Smilingwithfun

    Smilingwithfun

    12 years ago

    Vanilla is needed. We all started with it. Without it, how do we gauge anything else? Its the line in the sand that some cross, but we need the line to cross. What is vanilla to some, is kinky to others. If you only ever do kinky, then does kinky become vanilla & vanilla become kinky?

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    I opened the wardrobe door to hide in some cosy unknown jackets and have ended up in a totally unknown world with completely different rules... I go back to normal life but always want to go back through the wardrobe and discover more and push more boundaries in my mind... I agree once you open Pandora's box there is no going back. But it would be terrible to go through life and never fully explore yourself or your potential. Xxviolet

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    its so wonderful I can see what it did to me. I am a woman and can be free.....free to explore my sexuality in what ever ways I feel like.The sheer freedom I feel without being ashamed of anything I do as a woman, is all to me. I dont know have I opened a box or just had always an open door and just was not seeing my freedom to go out.Its a wonderful feeling......to be free......and also the freedom to not being driven by the newest crazes around. The sexual freedom I experience is in the way I can express it.....it is not a list or a mountain I have to cross or tick of. ....its just what comes around I will see what I do with it.Hmm by writing all this I can see.....I am not driven at all.........................lol......this sound so boring for RHP.....loldoesn't it?

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    A warehouse... Do you take coupons? I came here hoping to find sexually liberated men and couples and created a Fucket List soon after I joined. (I made a Fucket List forum at the same time where I was given suggestions that involved celery, batteries, rope and a small pony... Never mind) Back then I had no idea I'd be experiencing some of the things I have. I certainly took to the lifestyle like a duck to water. Here I was just going to observe in the Couples Club, about two months after I joined... Ha! No regrets. Now, where's my MMMF?

  • blackie251

    blackie251

    12 years ago

    Where the warehouse is?

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    Do you take the red pill....... or the blue one ;-) - Posted from rhpmobile

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    Quoting 'Violetincredible'I opened the wardrobe door to hide in some cosy unknown jackets and have ended up in a totally unknown world with completely different rules... I go back to normal life but always want to go back through the wardrobe and discover more and push more boundaries in my mind... I agree once you open Pandora's box there is no going back. But it would be terrible to go through life and never fully explore yourself or your potential. Xxviolet And keep the door closed. My sexual adventures are just beginning. There are so many things that need to be put to bed. Just as Im satisfying one theme, there is always a twist in the mind that takes it to another level. It can be rather scary though as my imagination has very few boundaries and finding the right type of people to explore them with is getting fewer. Ide say to anyone. If you have the chance just open that door and take a little tread inside. Its an amazing feeling to let yourself unleash your inner desires.

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    the ware house is in wundowie

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    Quoting 'Meander' (I made a Fucket List forum at the same time where I was given suggestions that involved celery, batteries, rope and a small pony... Never mind) Cracked me up remembering that....

  • RHP

    RHP User

    12 years ago

    Sexual discovery is a wonderful road to travel even better with a willing partner to explore together